I barely believe that someone keeps following me after I left this crap of an account but I will write this last journal out of desperation.
I have been for the whole time a dick. It wasn't your fault.. It was mine. I was getting immature and jealous about EVERYTHING and this made me a horrible person. I hurt so many people, I deeply apologize about it. I raged and said things i shouldn't have. Despite that I kept and I hurt many people. After that I left DA thinking that this site was useless. After that I kept raging In real life, hating and hating. in the end I realized something. I didn't have to blame all the people, because it wasn't their fault, it was mine. I was and am a bad tempered guy. I may be a good artist but I am a bad person. The things went out of control and I became a monster. I am here wrting this cuz i deeply apologize to everyone for hurting you. I feel really guilty and I don't want to be forgiven.
Despite that I had a wonderful time with many people! So many people taught me to never give up, be happy, lead on and not to be angry if life goes wrong.. because after all, in the end the sun will shine. I have to thank all this people.. All of you, for being so nice and kind to me. I have no words to describe how happy was my life in this community and I would not change a little second of my life. You have been wonderful people. c:
I thank you for the attention and say my last goodbye. I am sorry for being an immature brat.
Farewell (: